There is lost divinity found
beneath the asphalt of
Breed Street & the archives
of libraries & delis &
Jewish families &
the uncertainty of becoming
something more than just
a statement in the City of Angels.
To stand amidst
brown bricks
in the seafoam light of a star
is to stand
in the intersection of holy
& homeless. Graffiti
in the arches for the torah
speak like war speak
like a moment that has existed
before. I wonder if the hands
that wrote these slurs
meant it as religion–
p(s)alms always hold
onto the creation myth
of giving up. This story,
buried in crevices,
is never really what it means
we didn’t mean to leave you
for fairfax or the west
or the American Dream
abandonment seems to run
in our lineage & our
archaeology & the sunlight still
moves like honey
over your architecture
which is to say
it moves like diaspora
in renewal & this is the story
that is never forgotten.
I know this when
the Jewish in my family
doesn’t know how
to be religion
only displaced prayers
in some photo album &
an era we wish we could
claim. I know this when
when fossils lay like graves
& the history missing
from memory awaits
for Byzantine Revival.
Writing: Carolyn Stein
Music: Audrey Kang
Art: Kaitlyn Zhou