—after Leavv
the pianist makes his fingers mourn,
a drop of water.
the grasshopper flaps its wings—
far away
the dummerboy kicks the pedal, hits
the lips of the snare— far away
a drop of water, Why have you been away?
memory is a painful singer, why have you been away from me?
the pianist mourns the girl he saw once at the train station
and fell in love with and never saw again.
the drummerboy lost his mother when he was six,
so he pedals and hits softly, but audibly, as though
his hands still hurt
from the scalding done by grief, but he must
send a message to the gone— far away
the piano mourns
the lips that left without saying Goodbye—
far away
` under a night sky devoid of stars,
the saxophonist longs for a body,
the sax knows pain as a first language—
far away
we quiet our bodies this way—
we turn down desire till
the heart is
a dreamy little
animal without
a
voice