hold still, I tell this body,
I tell it only the tail of a lizard untailed
from its body dances without music dances
without end. this body doesn’t hear my voice, this body
goes on dancing: the only way it knows to survive.
tie it down and it will
end.
the stream was never meant to rest,
or rather, the stream’s rest is to be no river.
my body is
no river.
my father calls me riverboy, I say
I am not. he says my shame knows no clothes.
knees buried deep
in sand by a seaside, a man in a soutane
presses his fingers in my mouth
to uproot confessions, I tell him:
this body is no sin—holy, holy; this body; God.
God made this body holy.