The Speaker is Listening To “That’s Us/Wild Combination” by Arthur Russell on the Occasion of a Kick Off
Spencer Silverthorne
0:01
A man stood booted
as he fanned
into sight
with a pack
of wet sunflower
seeds.
His teeth were
the keys
of a toy
piano
restored after a punting
across
this dirt
pink
town.
& what could go
wrong
if a tooth already
pinks
in place
of a
spark
0:29
OCCASION SPECIALIST
Expect errors to mark the reams but time will tell if a cypress will nob itself out of the ground.
A mouth, chalked with
feeble testimony,
but still
a mouth
prospected:
0:42
OCCASION SPECIALIST
Well what do you expect when someone has pockets full
of the slick?
1:16
I’d expected visits
from the most stunning
heroes
who kicked holes
with expired bean
cans.
What a
lapse.
Who booted
a man
It was a moment
not for holes
but for circling
in the sand
like a day
you decide
a past thrall
has just cleared.
OCCASION SPECIALIST
So you’d rather be pursing?
1:41
I wheezed
the briar
greetings
but he hitched
some post.
I kept
my hemming
controlled
until the porch
felt less stomped.
2:43
OCCASION SPECIALIST
The balance on his chin fulcrums on some verge. Again what do you expect?
3:19
Indeed the sun
had
been hairy,
OCCASION SPECIALIST
Why insist on hairy when it won’t grow out of the sky?
& I figured
the lighting
would doubt.
Better we
keyed on
screening.
3:22
OCCASION SPECIALIST
With all that time you think you’d misread a flared nostril.
3:33
So what if a moment
began when
an acorn
split to grass.
OCCASION SPECIALIST
This image at best speculates.
4:25
And moments like this
could sear the evening
as a recurrence
from the periphery.
& your man, our man,
unbooted,
& how ?
OCCASION SPECIALIST
A man stands possessed as if his recurrence marks a recurrence worth memorializing!
before he became
a respite for shadow
diminishing
with repetition
4:50
OCCASION SPECIALIST
He insists on hiding the source of your lambents. He speaks eagerly of snapping keys out of pianos, so you clapped fancifully until his feelings are suitably honored.
5:29
Any prayers
for enduring
glimmer frosted
with the blades.
How You Prepare for These Occasions
You play the song, but pause at the right time.
You read a line as if you’re truly there.
Think of the thereness as some wave curling out of a horizon.
The line could move in and out of its notion.
It doesn’t want to clarify. It wants you to let go of exterior demands.
There are moments in time when a character shows up to say something unprofound.
Love is involved.
Every time you pause the song at the right moment you feel like you shed some yearning for completion.
It’s unending even though it seemed to end by the time the song ends.
Each time you play a song, you hope it continues in another instance.
In an instance where you’ll really listen.
And when you finally step in, please understand
I have no room in mind.
About the writer
Spencer Silverthorne (he/him) is a poet and PhD candidate in English and Creative Writing at the University of Louisiana at Lafayette. He's also the Poetry Editor at Rougarou: A Journal of Arts and Literature. His work has been published in Black Warrior Review, Dream Pop Journal, Gigantic Sequins, Sundog Lit, and Westchester Review, among others. Currently he is working on a full-length collection of poetry called Deep in the Pitch of Elsewhere.